I wanted to explore the feelings of grief and loss and how it can drive someone to make decisions for themselves that may not be the most rational or healthy but something that gives them catharsis in the moment. I was interested in exploring these themes as I have recently lost two important figures in my life in the past two years both my grandmother and my foreman when I worked in construction. They both were valuable mentors to me and most of all they encouraged me to continue my filmmaking pursuits even when I was going through self doubt