While I loved growing up in my small village. The typical lifestyles and careers that were available there started scaring me. I soon left home for my undergrads in a big metropolitan. As I had chosen to be different from everyone, I slowly started to get detached and pulled away from them, but, the gratitude towards the people I love and the loneliness of staying away from them kept haunting me with mixed emotions and grudges over the childhood me who was convicted to be an outcast.