In the face of an inevitable end emerges an uncompromising realization: the expansion and weight of the past as the future narrows to an unknowable but certain finite point. To extend time, a cycle of reaching into a database of recollection hopes to yield validation for the cumulative result–the emotional landscape of now. The piece shows the experience of being caught in a search for an unidentifiable variable that might help quantify the cumulative experiences leading up to the present, illustrates the process of breaking from reliving in cycles of past, and extend an invitation for sentiment existing beyond understanding.