As someone that has struggled with chronic depression for most of my life - compounded by childhood and recent traumas and my experiences navigating a changing world as a queer and gender diverse individual - I wanted to finally allow myself to express my intense feelings of pain as I made a journey of healing from my issues. Through experimental film, I was able to bring my erratic visual style to the screen to create a cathartic experience for myself, and hopefully for other people who see it.