Nicolas Francis Parada

I wrote this film as I approached the end to my first post-college job. I found myself in an existential flurry of stresses and pressures put on myself for ridiculous and large concepts beyond my control. To be in one's early 20's and thinking, will I be trapped in this occupation I don't enjoy forever? Can I ever be a filmmaker? By zooming out and going outside all these thoughts seem understandably absurd. Kind of like loosing a horde of cows and not sleeping until they come home. Sometimes it takes a friendly slap to bring you back to reality.