I chose to tell this story because it reflects my inner reality as a writer & an emerging video editor. The film explores the contrast between my two personalities some days marked by laziness & stillness while others overflow with energy and motivation. This constant shift shapes how I live and create. Documentary became poetic mirror where these contradictions could exist honestly. The reversed shot of pigeon a symbol of peace represents how continuous work pressure and stress are slowly taking peace away from life. By sharing this personal journey I hope to reflect a feeling many silently live with.