When I was about 14 years old, and things at home didn't go really well, there was a woman in my life I was really close to. One day, staring out of the window, I asked myself if I could be in love with her. At that time it frightened me, because she was older ánd a woman. Many years later, I wondered what that feeling could have been. Was I in love or was I just longing for someone to really see me? At that time, I wasn't able to talk about it, but as a filmmaker, I can.